Mun Yee's Yao Wei's

Saturday, November 7

yao wei said this is our daily life photo haha!~

hubby look so cute when shaving moustache!!!xD

to yao wei : get well soon!!~ please off your aircon and you will heal faster!!!listen to me=)

love you!=D

yw: Wah, you posted every pic! so da fang! hahas.
but my aircon 25 degree le. I tried off,also never heal =( .
Ditto ,lols =) .

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Sunday, October 25

Flash Mob at Raffles Place. woah.

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Monday, October 12

Missing you.

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Tuesday, October 6

Rings made , adorable.

Eyes unseen,

Eyes closed.

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Friday, October 2

Today is the happiest day of my life,if not, one of the best.
Love you.

..::dark::..11:59 AM

Tuesday, September 15

EL-49.09%
EM-49%
Phy-49%
My results are coincidentally amazing. sad.

..::dark::..10:48 PM

Monday, September 14

Watched Koizora for the 4th time!

today's oral is bs! the conversation,ask me about city life. wth, lol. stuttered all the way,about luxury and better living standards, instant fail.

i look so rlax here, hahas.i was damn jing zhang!
watched koizora! she said "nice" only. lol, Japan 2nd top movie leh. haha ,but I see until a bit sian le.eat mos burger, yays.

..::dark::..10:05 PM

Monday, September 7

MY. still here.
Mun Yee:
hello!!!
Me:
hellos. came to school one and a half hour late, someone told me 9.30! "不是我说的！是何安!" Hai wo get scolding hahas. stare at mr lee while he bark at me all the way,lols. went my home watched Midnight Sun. she say the movie-"很好看!" .hahas

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Tuesday, September 1

Hey yo, back! monday after school "went to eat with boon sheng" then go Sean house. hahas played some games as usual then swim! wooah! swim damn long, haha bboy,dance and games lol, then had kfc. and dispersed!

Night Life-At night went out with mal-they all, supposed to study bit, end up- cycles of dota & smoke (I watched) thrice then cab home. Hahas, mal & matt strategy, ask the uncle how much to reach all the destination then say they only have 10 bucks, the forth taxi accepted . hahas, saved like 5+ dollars. zai.

Day light, went to meet hean,munyee,evelyn & ryan. went to bugis-iluma coz the theatre there, had to burn 2 hours off so they did alot silly stuff! lols, hean invite some girl we don't know, then we help they 2 ice-break! watched up in 3d.the movie quite nice, watch final destination 4 soon! then went for dinner at mos burger and end.

-misses you missing me.

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Sunday, August 30

(someone won't stay still! lols.)

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Saturday, August 22

hellos.zz, so tired! hahas, went to sch, dnt, then chiong home change and went out.with -nigel,zy,sean,jk,darren watch gi joe, haha what nanomites ,loll so boring and predictable story. then like usual, this clique dispersed. went to eat with jk,sean,darren. at botak jones.
went home and had a 5 hours long 1on1 tuition! argh so tiring. went throught the hardest e-maths paper. haha the tutor had dinner with my family. studied so much today, yays. then day ended rendering me tired as hell =(.
hmm,every Chinese 7th month I hear loads of marble dropping sounds on my ceiling, would it ever stop? Noisy to the max!
Stayed awake just to see your responses which i might not get.

..::dark::..11:34 PM

Wednesday, August 19

sad mt result d7. not gonna retake though.

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Tuesday, August 18

Yeas! dpa accepted. hahas ,I need to pass my english&maths& 2 subs and get 26 points for 5 subs.

-with hopes.

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Thursday, August 13

dpa and mt results coming next week! scary. studied and studied, till I have no memories to key down. =/

-Pay no mind to what they say, it doesn't matter anyway.

Our Lips Are Sealed-

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Sunday, August 2

woke up at like 4. tirrred, but had an awesome day. (considering my day ended at like 12 yesterday)
happy Bday Janice and Nigel!

Nigel clique' hangout- hah watched Ice Age 3. quite nice I suppose. josh,nigel,hean,me,darren,zy and sean was in. then had bowling. hean step power!!! lol I only do well if I imagined I was in my cca. boring serious phase. haha . and hean beaten josh. btw my contact ran again! i think perhaps i was suppose to change. and I haven't seen it yet!

Then went to cut hair with Boon Sheng and Hean. lol Hean could have requested something more style. but something about him makes every hair dresser cut that shape? hahas. then Boon got some hard core dragon ball style. It was god like except the side i suppose. then headed for Janice' house.

Janice' party- very memorable. lepak ,alcohol and stuff. cup money and bought a mikey mouse toy. lols, only Hean knows what to buy for Janice!hmm stout for an alcohol doesn't taste bad, compare to the taste of hell from beer and wine. then cut the cake. or more like smearin the cake at each other. lols. lepak till like 11.45 and end. Oh, and some said hell gate opened, apparently not. random ppl said it was at tampines or bugis. hahas

-Don't Judge, Don't Compare.

Just Dance-

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Thursday, July 30

Hellos.I'm getting so exhausted. Finished 2 dpa interview, hope there's a third one. Anyway about the interview, I had to go there, have a 45 min math+lameness test. then 3 hour wait time and finally for a proper interview.It should be highly probable that I get in my first choice, yays.

One step at a time-

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Sunday, July 19

hellos,wearing my favorite shirt.

Hah, KorKor upload le. my cuzzzz. pri 5 got stead le!

Souvenir- Key to your love' heart.

shots from my cousin' wedding.

There she goes-

..::dark::..10:10 PM

Thursday, July 16

Just found out there's silent readers here, thought no one comes!

-Tag

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Saturday, July 11

Back from Darren's birthday party, it was AWSUM!! hahas
lols. wake up at 2.30 pm. hah , got ready then call cab. Darren' house like at dungeon! lol when we say he's rich he says he is normal. I dun own 2 car,2 maid,3story building and a large balcony perimiter. Anyway played 1 round mah jong,halo3,some movie game thing from xbox360 . Ur suppose to do silly actions for the camera and they make a movie ,dam funny.Oh ya and karaoke hahas dam funny,played music on our phone to the mic,chang hee got the because im stupid song then i got the eng ver. sang random and stuff.drank hong teck' vodka! hahas.

Anyway almost every guys was thrown in the pool. This godlike party had Felix' and Roy' HPs as a tribute.sad. Felix' was working at first, then the screen went off and the back light went on,then went flashing and died after all this process of deterioration.Think they trying to revive em now. Still, it was fun. hahas everyone being thrown in.haha ,then we just play around in the pool. lols ,end.

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Friday, June 12

Hello! hahas, back from the movie and lepak.
ate some beef rice thing which hong teck was so thrilled about hahas. cam whored abit haha. today was fun. hahas someone fell for Hannah Montana in the movie.
Went Hong Teck house haha, piano, com and tv. hahas made his com dam ownage and free of virus. cool to meet u hahas. my phone suddenly cant use, my dad nvr pay phone bill! then after a while suddenly can le. haha lucky.
haha sry mal nvr go out tonight, next time bah. u guys dam eh gan haha night life. too lei le. tmr got tuition at 9.30am. then planned to see/play soccer.

p.s I like to phrase while blogging! hahas, don't be lazy!

cam whore de, Roy' spec, Hong Teck' house-

Blue-

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Tuesday, June 9

today, I dropped my phone and busted my 16gb memory stick. (yes IPhone originals ' fanatics, rejoice over how the 800 bucks u paid more than me "paid off") I then found out I lost my retainers ,it's something stupid that is suppose to not let my teeth go back to the position before the operation which also makes me mispronounce everything =/ . hopefully I'll find it somewhere or i lost 400 dollars.I then accidentally got splashed by tap water and had leg cramps.
In 1 day I lost $650.

haha , though I'm gonna try to be optimistic , gonna buy back the retainer thing and never bring it to sch again. I just found out that i prefer my older phone. It's so much smaller and lighter. And serves the purpose of msging and playing songs.
Today start off great =), then lessons and followed by some mishaps. after that alot ppl came my house haha- roy,nicholas, boon sheng, ellis, eugene. played bbal,tenis. I was so tired ,hahas. Slept very little yesterday.

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Monday, June 8

Hellos,

watched koizora again! haha , saddening story.
hmm ,sch was boring, mr ong kp me haha anyway the lesson i learned nth at all. Why are we recapping probability?-.- . Lol call me move infront then so hard msg haha. what "he chose regina over ziying" lolls , the other chair was uncomfortable right!
Anyways we all faked mr ong got hist then we dispersed. I,matt and nabil went dnt. my circuit finish le! A1! haha the teacher there help me do while I msg lolol. msged hean' wrong number to meet up then matt zhao le. later then found out it was wrong..

I'm
Terrified to remember; forbidden to forget.
-Malcolm' dm

Still Alive-

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Friday, June 5

_________________________________________________
Life' Axis.

Because I'm Stupid -

Do you know what it feels like -

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?

Pain

I have never once thought that one could experience so much pain. I wanted you because not only did you attract me, you attracted others, too. When you were still here for me, I ordered you around, making you do things I wanted you to do. But you never gave up on me. You made it a point to see a smile on me. You didn't mind sacrificing things for me. I did not cherish you. And now that you are gone, I miss you so badly, it hurts.

Love, encased within is the feeling of pain after it's gone.

Within the depth of my heart, the relationship we had is long gone and over. But again, because I was so self-centered, I held on to you, I made it seem like you too held on to me. I held onto you brutally and unkindly. Using psychology and fear, I was hurting you not only emotionally, I believe you felt so much pain, it became physical. I knew it was wrong. But I carried on, lying and pretending, just to save my pride. To spare me from the embarrassment. I told myself that if I was happy, you would be, too. I kept telling myself, that was what you wanted for yourself, too.

" - & -- " There was never a - without a -- , nor a -- without a - . We were inseparable. Just to keep up our 'relationship' going, I hurt you. But you kept quiet, was it worth it?

Now that you left me, I begin to see things differently. I owe you an apology. Really, I am sorry.

Every girl, without doubt, enjoys being treated like a princess. They tend to fall for those alpha-males in general. Attractive girls such as yourself are targets for alpha-males. They have player traits like ordering a girl around and even flirting with other girls. They do it to hide their insecure self, thus making them bad candidates for boyfriend. How can such relationships last? I am sorry I behaved that way. Although I have changed, I lost the chance to show it to you. I prioritized myself first and set the rules as I went, because you would be faithful and wait for my call.

When you had your doubts, I never gave you a chance to clarify them. I hated it whenever you questioned me. Now I know how it feels to lose the one I wanted, just because I took you for granted, and now, everything is gone. Destroyed. The future you wanted, I was not able to give you. Because there was never a "we”. Just an "I"

I knew you wanted me to give you that feeling I used to let you feel. I neglected you. We talked, we quarreled and we cried. We agreed that we were not happy. We said let go. But I kept hanging on. But at that moment, I knew it was over, you were really gone. The pain and grief kills me, because there was nothing I could do.

I kept telling myself that you would turn around and return to me, because you loved me. I continued to lie and pretend. And when you tried to talk to me, I put up a front like I did not care. But I couldn't get over you. I do not know why. I still need you when I stumble, you are forever a part of me. But I only gave you unhappy memories.

I hope you are happy now.

I knew I messed up everything. It has been a couple of months since you left my heart behind, crying all day long which is why my eyes are becoming blind. Nothing feels the same anymore, because I am so used to being held. Friends would be concern for me, but never would I tell that I was being hurt because I loved you more than I had loved myself. I need you and I still love you.

The pain is so intense right now, I miss you.

Back when we first started our relationship, we both made a promise, to tell each other we would be honest about how we felt, what we thought. But it was always you who kept your words, never me.

I guess I was sick of pretending that we were a happy couple in front of everyone. It hurts so badly to tell you that "I was sorry" and I meant it. Because I've lost you and I know it was too late.

When I think about the sad memories, I cried. Knowing that I did not spend the time I had wisely with you. But when I think about the happy memories, I cry again. Knowing that it would never come back, brings back the most excruciating pain I ever felt.

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Wednesday, June 3

There's no june holiday , just prolonged school hours.Today attendance dam zai, like 10+ ppl came in the morning.
Chioinging Dnt this 2 weeks, brought parts for my artifact that costed $85 ! claiming tomorrow. Had to went down to rocher centre to buy it. hopefully all this effort serves me an A! lols. O lvl mt over ! first part was easy, second was challenging . My oral and listening need to be dam zai now..
damn boring lately,dota abit and stuff. talking to hean and dan now, both about new game l4d 2 haha and some other randomness.

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Friday, May 22

Hie,

Intense hell started, however it's more of a blizzard considering how cold the AVT is, at least it's comfortable. MYE papers given out, though I only received part of maths and chemistry. Both are wreckage except chem mcq-15/20 , for paper 3 i gotten a single digit out of 70 or 80. I heard only 4 people passed combine science in my class, either we're dead for o levels or it's the setter fault ;D.

I don't understand why the teachers in our school are trying to live up to our school ~~motto~~ name, having such a liking to assume stuff. I rmb how I was wronged by my form teacher twice for not doing my work while I did and she just lost it ,she then passed both my work back .There were other cases too, it's a never ending list. Or how some teacher found tremendous pleasure in pulverizing our self-esteem.

Losing all recognition from others. -my worst nightmare

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Sunday, May 17

Hey,

finally almost end of mid year, but who knew O level for chinese is in only about 15 days. Nowadays for exams, at least I can write some crap ,haha. I used to just procrastinate while observing others writing , felt left out back then.
To conclude this week- dota-ed at Friday and another day I can't rmb, i used to not like dota, but trying discover the fun in it as it should be since so many people plays it, very sophisticated game. Roy ,Jeremy Koo and Eugene came my house on thurs i think (bad memory), wanted play bball but no pump,by the way I bought one after. Le pak,they play guitar,play com,play dog and so-called study .

Tired and exhausted, I wonder who aren't?

miss me, will you?

..::dark::..2:11 AM

Tuesday, May 5

mt exam over, for the whole day i had stomachache, somehow soya milk and chicken essence have some sort of reaction.zha bo-ed rmdl , hean ask me go pj but didn't want to either coz was still aching .

booring.. increased school hours & exams/prelims.
sch hours sux! I could never understand how knowing quadratic equations would enhance the quality of my life,or learning about electromagnetic spectrum was going to make me a more scintillating person socially. Sch hours are just merely a stage of interminable monotony we had to get through to justify the existence of the MOE,admin & teachers.

tmr el paper, how to fking study el? lol lepak all the way.

fraught with bitterness.

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